It was literally 心情沉重...

I can just feel the heaviness in the chest... the 闷闷 feeling...

I've lost track of the numerous sighs I made during that sleepless night...

The trembles and cold sweat...

Everything will be fine, I hope.

P.S. Thanks dearest Ah Ju for being there for me and Ah Ping for your concern...
Appreciated!

"When anger rises, think of the consequences."

Confucius