Went to dinner with auntie, uncle, dad, mum, bro and da sao at Ten mile... Again... but the food there is nice... Auntie ask for darius just now... HAha!! She ask me y like nv see him. So i told her he was sick. Then she ask y i nv go and visit him, "wei she mo mei you qu pei ta" (-_-"') Funny seh... She very concern... say must be the weather... very heaty then ask Dar drink more liang cha... Haha... Dar better drink more ah... Uncle oso very funny, say I should go visit more often. He say "ni qu kan ta.... ta bing hen kuai hao" Pengz... So nice hor... So concern for Dar... Lucky boy! Muahahaha

Before I regret, I better remove what I just blogged...

Today is not a bad day. Went for a shopping spree with Sis! But before that, went to visit poor Dar... He looked so pale... :( Haiyoyo... Bought him fish + century egg porridge and a bottle of herbal tea - jin yin hua. Was running late, so took a cab from far east to his house. The taxi uncle forgot to on the meter... (-_-"') Anyway, nice to see dar although it's only a short while. Proceeded to orchard! Met Sis at wisma... went to try on the dress. Sis said it was nice. :) But... I think I will still keep a lookout for better ones... :) We walked from Wisma to Taka then to Far east and back to taka to buy ingredients for SUSHI MAKING!!!! Yeah!! :) Sis was complaining bout her legs aching. Haha! Mine ached too! So tiring but it's a great exercise! :) Saw Gy near Far east with her BF. Nv get to see his face clearly! Wasted! Haha... Anyway... It was fun shopping for the ingredients. Sis sponsored some of the items! :D Went home to get some stuff I bought yest at Daiso (for sushi making) and went to Sis house. Was really hungry by the time we reached her house. Cooked the rice, got ready the ingredients and off to make Sushi! It's my 1st try but it turned out to be very nice! Although the sushis are out of shape and some of the ingredients may just fall out when u hold them, I would still give myself 8/10 for my effort (not full marks cuz sis did some of the work ma... :) ) We were damn full after taking just a few pieces. Saved the remainders for ah mok. Went back home at bout 10.30. Went home alone! :( But nvm la... Had an enjoyable day.. Now, back to making earrings! :)

Went shopping with Julia today. Went for lunch at Ya Kun... haha... Had kaya toast... Yum yum! Went to Tangs to look for dress. (Bro wedding one...) Tried one... It's nice but I think the design shd be considered out-dated since it came out some time ago... :( Anyway, tt's good cuz it cost $89. (0_0) Anyway... went over to Taka, tried on two more dresses. All the three dresses were from IS btw... anyway... who cares... Liked one of it but it cost $99. -_-"' Can forget bout it already! Sob sob! Will keep a lookout for more dresses since the wedding is in Oct! Still got time to go on diet... I know I can do it! *zi wo an wei* Sob sob... bought nail polish, nail art and nail remover! Got to paint my nails again already. Must stop my nail biting habit cuz I wanna go manicure! :P Anyway, results coming out in a few hrs time... :( Hope I pass all my modules... Getting abit worried. Got a bad feeling... Arghhh! Shall hope for the best! Wish me luck! God, bless me!

Anyway, here are some neoprints taken today! As usual...

Went to Bukit Merah to go with Dar to the doc... Ate wanton noodles for lunch. Anyway, after visiting the poly clinic, I had to go... So Dar called his Mum to meet him... So his Mum came to the interchange when I was there! ... It was embarassing... I was paisei... They board the same bus as me to Tiong Bahru... Didn't talk to his mum... On the whole trip, his mum doesn't look very pleased... That made me kind of upset. Did not manage to say a proper Bye to her as well when they alighted... I seemed quite rude huh? :( Anyway, sms Dar after that and he said she was just unhappy bout him talking nonsense stuff in front of me... Hmmm... hope so...
So, reached home, got ready and set off to M hotel! Cousin Jun hao and his gf came over to fetch us to the hotel. Went up to the bridal suite. Gosh... It was fabulous... The jacuzzi!!! OMG... They had a nice LCD TV, nice view, nice toilet, nice bed... Cousin ah Juan looked great too. She is so skinny, that's what I really envied. She looked so sweet, like Cinderella! :)

That hotel is really nice, even their banquet was wonderful. I like the decor. Very romantic! I must really pei fu the couple. They performed for us. They danced and sang. The first couple I saw who performed on their wedding. They even acted in this small video which ends with the couple at the door of the banquet. And then TA DA! The door opens, and there they are! :) Interesting! The food was nice. I think the couple really spend lots of effort on the wedding. It's really nice! 2 thumbs up! :) Yeah! Can't wait for Bro's big day! Oh ya... He is sponsoring my dress! HEh Heh!! He better keep his promise! :)

Yeah! Finally the so-very-packed weekend is over! Yipee!!! Nothing bad happened in Tumble tots today... Feels good today cuz I took 2 classes and did coordination. At least I wun feel guilty for not contributing! :) The first class was very packed. I was practially shouting. The kids were too excited for god knows what... No no, I didn't mean to offend anyone... The kids are really adorable... Met Mum for dinner at plaza before Dad and her went to Auntie's place. Cousin Ah Juan getting married tml! I mean today... since its past 12... So dad n mum went over to stay. Dad must be gambling... Anyway! Tt's not the point... Dar came over today! :) Had a great time together although it was really short... But it's ok... Will be going with him to the Doc tml to check on his lips. Poor dar... Anyway, Dar's pimple burst today... :( If i were him, I would have squeezed tt pimple days ago... I cant stand huge pimples on my face. My hands will go *squeezy squeezy!* Anyway! Can't wait for the wedding dinner tml! Aiya! Can't be her Jie mei... :( I need money... :(

Finished a day of work at Tumble Tots which was great cuz I see some money coming my way... Wasn't so moody today after I met him... I know last few days was terrible... I keep having these mood swings even though it's NOT the time of the month yet! I think I know what's wrong now... I'm dreading work... Work makes me sick... But I can't don't work... It's all because of money, it's really the root of all evil. Made my life so terrible. However, there's something more than just work that made me moody... Shd I say social life? Not exactly... I still got my friends... There's this emptiness inside... I don't know how to explain... Sometimes, I wonder why I live for... Being a human is so difficult... Why... You can be over the moon at one moment and be really depressed the next second. Haiz... I wished I could shop everyday... Shopping can really cheer one up... But... Haiz... Sort of quarrelled with him... Maybe I shdn't blog anymore... Arghhhhhhh

Time passed kindna slow during work today... It's only till the end when time flew... Cuz it was buffet and this bunch of students came in. I took plenty of orders. These students ate as though they haven eaten for a few months. I tell you... You shd see the number of plates they accumulated... I had to make so many trips in and out of the kitchen. Even the food counter was jammed with food... But it was great. I like taking orders... At least I dun have to clean the tables... :) Saw this really cute girl at Sakae, she was holding on to a piece of sushi that seemed too big for her hands... holding on to it with her two tiny hands and nibbling away with shrimp roe all over her hands. So adorable! :) Met Ju after work, went walk walk! :) Nice nice... Ate at pasta maniac... Went to hip hop after that... Great exercise today! Nice! At least I could rmb the steps for the beginning of the song... After that... I sort of lost track... :( But it was still fun... Only a little giddy after the spinnings... Haha... Both me and Ju were seeing stars... Hahah!

Work was fine I guess... Orchard was crowded today. Apparently, some Bollywood stars came to Singapore for a world premier of a Bollywood film. Hmmm... No wonder they were setting railings at night yesterday (after Troy) Met Becka today to look for job... It was more like a shopping trip. Haha! Took nice nice neo prints! :)
There you go...

Well, I'm waiting for Dar to wake up so we can go out before meeting the other guys... Sure know it's going to be some time before he wakes up... Damn.. .just dropped my hp cuz a msg came... tot it was him... But...No... :( Wake up BBQ! Its late! :( :( :(

Went to celebrate Eunice and Yik How's birthday today... But met Dar first before meeting them... Went for lunch then walk to PS. Saw Becka and her dear... Haha... Very tall guy... I think I will strain my neck if I talk to him too long... Haha! Really fated seh like what Becka said in her blog... Haha! Nice to meet them! :) Met the guys at 5.40? Anyway... went to Cafe Cartel to have our dinner. Damn... I have SINNED! I ate too much today :( Bad bad... HAiz... There goes my diet plans... Nvm... I shall start tml! :) Hopefully, I can resist the temptations. Had a nice dinner anyway... Went to watch TROY after the dinner. I must say, it's nice! Really v.nice. Brad Pitt is so so handsome. However, I think the show should be rated at least M16. Quite some amount of violence and sexual scenes for a PG film. Those who haven watched the show, catch it... really worth the money. Still feeling kind of moody today, dunno why... Must be hard on Dar... Cuz sometimes I might be quite quiet. I'm just weird...

Anyway, here are the pictures! :)

Now you see it...

Now you don't... (Understand why I have sinned?)

18 small candles... Heh heh...

Classic! Look at JRong! :P

Majiam wedding seh....

Group pic outside cartel

Eunice with the guys

Eunice with us, girls!

Yeah! Finished one day of work! Today must be Sakae's bad bad day... Firstly, this customer lost her handphone. She was very sure she left her Hp in Sakae... So she demanded a body search on one of the crew. Poor guy... Too bad, the Hp couldn't be found so she stomped our of Sakae, furious... 2nd incident, this lady came in with her mum i think. This auntie ordered Gindara don... after taking almost all of the dish, she found this small metal strip which she claimed may cut or hurt her throat if she swallowed in down. After complaining to the managers, she managed to get a free meal, together with her daughter... Good bargain... She went off still complaining about that tiny metal strip and how she should go to the doctor for a check up... Hmmm... Bee luan still offered to pay for her medical check up bill.... Hmmm... I wished I could find such metal strip in my lunch at Sakae one day...

Thinking of opening a private blog... One that will allow me to express myself openly and... privately? There is no true "freedom of speech" in blogging... It's just like an open diary... Hmmm...

Kind of moody today... Not sure why... Mayb cuz I'm tired? Can't explain the feeling inside me now, not exactly very happy... tts all I can say. I'm dreading work.. esp at Sakae... Arghh...This week is packed... Got stuff to do for the whole week. Going to be tired... Went shopping with Ju today... Bought one top and a pair of shoes... Pretty satisfied with the buys. At least managed to get some discounts. Feels gd to hang out the whole day. Just rest, walk, eat, buy, chat...relax... Ahh... I wanna be a tai tai... :P Anyway, I'm feeling more and more depressed. Everytime I see a skinny girl on the streets, I feel like killing myself. I just want to slice off all the fats on my body. My "best buddy" called fats has been "hanging" around for some time... Really need to get rid of them... Any short cuts to slimming? *vexed* Help! I want to start dieting tml! I hope I can succeed. Stop laughing... I know I have been saying this for the past years... But I'm really want to get rid of them :( I should really suppress my appetite... Hmmm... Going to eat cha soba for breakfast cum lunch tml... Hope after work, I wouldn't feel hungry... (which is quite impossible) I will try not to eat... Or probably just snack on some fruits or something... Argh!!! Hate dieting... Wish me luck guys... *depressed*

Went to Santy's chalet. Not bad... Everything was taken care of... all the food and expenses which was great! At least we dun have to worry bout budget and stuff. Only Santy, Julia, Jason, Dar and me stayed on the first nite. Tried to ask some of them to stayed but non of them wanted to... It's either they got stuff to do or they aren't even interested to join us. Anyway, moving on, the 4 of us (Ju, Jason, Dar and I) watched tv the whole nite till we all went to slp. Dar and I slpt on the first floor cuz there wasnt any bed. Woke up, went for our lunch, met Yik How, played game, went to arcade at White sands, back to chalet, BBQ... Usha came for the chalet. FINALLY! It was great, got to see her after a few months. Muz really spank Dar's butt. Push my chair away when I wanted to sit. Made me fall... :( I must admit I am slow... I think there's really something wrong with my brain. Can't co-ordinate with my movement. Like what happened during Hip Hop, Just couldn't get the moves right. Haiz... anyway, I was really angry with him after that. Play lah, play lah... Didn't manage to keep me from falling some more! :( But after that, still forgave him. Hee! I like it when he talks bout our future... Like what he did at the cafeteria . Hee :) Feels really good! :) Dar accompanied me to stay overnight yesterday cuz the others just don't wanna stay. Took a cab with Dar to city hall today. He went to work while I went home. The ride with him on the taxi was nice... although I was a little tired but being with him feels really good. *miss miss*

As you all know, I had a bad bad day at work (pls refer to the next blog) Luckily, I got my friends who really saved me. I might go bonkers without them. Special thanx to Nat (thanx for working with me today Nat! God knows how terrible it will be to work alone with that @#!@@!$#), Nevin (for making that special guest appearance in Sakae), Julia, Huiting (for meeting me after work for some real relaxation and of cuz... Shopping!!!) and not forgetting, my dar! (Cuz he is there, I can end my day with a smile! :)) Thanx to my frenz! :)

Yeah! Just finish touching up my blog! Yeah... Included some pics of me and Dar! Hee

He asked me y haven I update my blog. The ans: Cuz I wanted that blog to be on top. I she bu de push that special blog below. Hee... Ok ok anyway, today is a great day. No work! Hee! Went for lunch at the newly opened foodcourt at BPP. Then, went to that survey thingy. Got $50 just by sitting there, drinking water, eating a few nuggets and giving my opinions on HPs. Nice! Wish I could do this everyday. Haha!
Met Mum at bugis, had our dinner, went home and here I am, updating my blog.
Missing him. Tml is his last exam. Yeah! Finally, he will have time for us! That is until he starts work. :( A workaholic like him... *shake head* Just hope our schedules will not be too packed. Then we can meet more frequently. We must enjoy ourselves before sch reopens! Before work comes in... Year 2! ZzzZZ...

Those who dreads mushy stuff... Do not view this blog... Save yourself... :)

This blog is dedicated specially to my dar on this magical day 3rd May 2004...

BBQ,
Happy 1st yr anniversary. Really touched by what you did... Not only wad u did just now but all the little things u did for me all along.. Thanx Dar. Its been great loving you and being loved by you.
Yes, I remember, just a year ago, at this very moment... We were on the phone... Me, unable to make up my mind... I'm glad I finally did...
We didn't start off smoothly. All the ups and downs... The quarrels, unhappiness (the void deck, WCP)... I'm sure most couples are like that. However, not all couples made it through like us. I'm relieved. I believe all these made our relationship stronger. Made us realise what and who we really want...
If you realise, the quarrels were less often as time passed. From quarrels every few days, to quarrels every week, to quarrels every month and finally... when was the last time we quarrelled? I'm glad, I really I'm. Remember how we used to hope all these arguing - torturing would stop? It did... It did... We made it...
Like what you said. This year, say short not short say long not long. It's definitely not long cuz you are always by my side, not physically but mentally. It's always nice to wake up in the morning, with you in my mind. How nice it would be if I could wake up and see you by my side. Yeah... I finally experienced that during our class chalet. Wonderful... :) Can you imagine... We missed so many chances... All the chalets and camps for the past 4 years... Of course, we really went a huge round. For 4 solid years, from sec 1 to sec 4, I'm back to the square one, the one... You! :)
The past year was full of memories. Forget bout the unhappy ones... My mind is filled with all the lovely experiences. The bracelet... The coke... The candles... The cheesecake on Vday... Lovely... Lovely... Lovely... Of cuz, there are more memorable ones... We keep it in private, K? hee... :P
Anyway, really appreciated what you did for me in this past year. *hugs titely and nv let go* my love forever...

Counting Down: 9 yrs 2 days... :D

Went to uncle's house today. Nice day... Got to play with Keith and Nigel... Hee! Love them... So cute! Hehe! Before we went there, Mum ask me to ask Darius to go... Haha... So I just say he having exam... Then when we reach Uncle Beng's house, my auntie ask Darius never come ah... Hee!:P I wished! Don't need marry then can go mah... Right? :P Hee! It was a great day. :D

Oh ya... read my diary which I haven updated for more than a year... Read bout what I wrote during those times... Hmm... Apparently, I wasn't sure of my feelings for Darius that time... Hee... After reading, I don't know what I was hesitating at that time cuz the answer was so obvious... Hee *Shy* :P I wished I wrote more in my diary cuz the little details really brought back lots of memories especially the stuff Dar did and said to me... :D *hugs*

P.S Found out more about my feelings for Dar (that I forgotten...) Wooo.... Interesting... :)

Tata Young, Sexy.Naughty.Bitchy

The song is so... in my head... cuz of serene... Your blog... haha...

Oh ya... Did I mention what I saw at Sakae today. This guy brought his Gf to dinner with his family. Apparently, it was her "first time". Heard the guy asking his gf "why so paisei?" The girl was rather shy. Well, I felt that that was pretty sweet (I mean the whole dinner thing, not the guy asking his gf why so paisei). You know... meet-the-parents session? Haha... Very interesting... And ya... Saw a group of people... Sort of a gathering... And... I thought of 4A... Cdians 4A!!! We shd organise a outing man... Miss 4A lots!!! Anybody heard me? 4A!!! Organise a dinner gathering or something la... If u guys want a chalet... must find a sponsor ah... lolx... :) Ok? Ok!! I want 4A gathering!!!

Finished a day of work... Not very smooth-sailing... HAiz... as usual... but ok la... took orders today for the food. Got 2 orders wrong. Damn... Thats was what the customer told me initially... Nvm... Customers are always right. Whatever... Didn't know anything bout closing. Ppl there acted as if I SHOULD know everything on my first day of work (closing shift). What the... Nvm... I'm always wrong. Nvm... as long as I get my pay... :P

Missing Dar...