Was Valentine-less on Valentines Day cuz naughty boy kena "extras"...
But I had a good break from work though...
Speaking of work...
I'm beginning to get sick of night shifts and also work itself...
I hate how it takes all your time away... Time that you can spend with you family and friends...
Hate how you can't take MC when you are unwell cuz there isn't enough APs...
Hate how you have to use up all your annual leaves and PH just to have dinner with family and friends...
Hate how you have to go back to work during CNY...
Sigh...
Had time to accompany Mum to shop for CNY stuff (after her complaints about how she can't carry all the stuff back from the supermarket)
Mum has been pretty lonely lately (or rather, since I started working night)
Ate dinner with her and carried stuff back home...
Tried to observe what she does normally at night when I'm not home...
Just watching her flip the newspaper, watch tv and lying down on her sofa bed just made me feel so bad...
I can just imagine her doing all that alone every night in this big empty house...
Sigh...
Found out she's been going to Sheng Shiong Supermaket (which is quite a distance from my place) lately to check out the "Nian Hua" (flowers) there...
So we went there today to get the plants and she was so delighted with her bunch of orchids...
She had a good time watering her newly bought flowers and showing them off to neighbours and our tenants...
Maybe I shd get more plants for her... Lol...
Weird, but I just can't feel the CNY mood this year unlike in the past where I would get extremely happy and excited weeks before CNY...
Sigh...
It must be the fact that I was busy with work and school... and also because I had to work on Chu Er...
CNY's my favourite time of the year and it's so depressing for me to work although I think my CNY schedule is one of the most ideal one among all the APs...
*pats the back of other APs working during CNY*
*pats own back*
Hopefully this is the last time I will be on a job with schedules like this...
I'm so tempted to quit but I'm not "financially stable" yet i.e. haven't paid off my school fees...
Sigh...
Maybe I should request for morning shifts like what Mong said but I really doubt whether "mama" will agree...
I can imagine her going on and on with lots of her reasonings and then reject me indirectly...
Zzzz...
I should start hunting for a new job...
Sigh...
This post is getting me all depressed...
Looking at the bright side
Tml's another off day
I can have breakie with Mum, continue with CNY shopping and enjoy naughty boy's social nite! =)
Darn... I look fat in dresses...
Or rather...
I AM fat in dresses... =/
