Sunday, October 24, 2004

Ok! Time to update bloggy!
The past week was... Hmmm... Not bad lah... Haha...
Tuesday
Went to Dar's place, passed him some delicious fish porridge :P Hee... Met up for a while only cuz he needs to rest and study of course...
Wednesday
Went shopping with Julia san... :) Shopped shopped shopped! WeeE! Keke... It was great, went to buy clothes to wear for attachment... Office wear mah... So must stock up... Lolx... Managed to get 2 skirts nia... Haha... But not bad lah... Can go shopping! :) Hee... Julia is having exams next week so can't go out liao. I got attachment too... So even if she's free suring her hols, we can't go shopping :( Sad sad!
Neoprints! :)



Thursday
Stayed home the whole day if I'm not wrong... Haha... Feels great to laze around for the whole day! :)
Friday
Dar came over after his exam. After taking his nap, we sat 190 down to Orchard Road cuz he needs to go for job interview. Didnt go with him to his job interview. I went to Chinatown to stock up some goods... Hee... Bought quite some amount of stuff... Bank got hole le :( Bought pearls to make earrings for Jiayi le... Finally remembered haha :)
Saturday
Yeah! Today is great! Went to work as usual. Knocked off at 1230. Went home, napped, woke up, bathed off to meet darling! :) We met an hour earlier before meeting the guys. Met at PS, he went to cut his hair loh so I went to walk walk. After his haircut, we went over to Fish & Co to book a table for 8. The guys came soon after we started queuing... :) So nice to see them!
Ate sweet and sour fish... Hmm... Not very nice, I should have just ordered fish and chips :(
Anyway, there were quite alot of people celebrating birthdays there ah... Haha... The person made Jason stand on the chair with the sparkle thingy... Diao... They used the same trick on all the birthday guys (surprisingly, all the people celebrating birthday are guys... Haha) Then we were all singing birthday song for all the birthday boys... Lolx... It was fun :)
Went to watch movie after dinner. Long feng Dou.

The show was ok i guess. Dar said there was no story line and HT said she don't really understand. Haha... Quite true lah. Both Andy Lau and Sammi Cheng are cheats mah... Then all the things they say don't know true anot. Haha... But the show quite funny lah. :)
Oh ya, Eunice's BF came along as well. So we all could see. Haha... KPO! He really tall 0_o Taller than Eunice by one head I think... Haha... :P
Poor darling, after the seafood platter he ate, his sore throat worsen... :( Must be suffering in the cinema... :( Can only sayang him cuz he finished my water, so I got nothing for him to drink le. :(
Ju and I sat nightrider home... I thought no more last bus le! But when I reached home, I saw one 190 behind... :( Cheat my $3... But nvm lah... The ride was gd cuz the bus so empty and the bus went very fast. :) Bouncy Bouncy :)
Just love to have this kind of gathering... Alot of stuff to talk about! :) GY cut her hair! Became so short... Haha... She still she de seh... YH as usual, talked bout girls all night. He bought his torn and tattered "yearbook" to show us. He showed me the girl that looks like me. HAha... Must from far then look abit like lah... Lolx... His actions damn funny... Oh ya... He asked us some lame riddle about some fish thingy... Need actions so can't ask you guys here... Yik How ah Yik How... Lolx... Funny guy... :P
To sum up, yesterday was a great day! :) Looking forward to another gathering :)
Sunday
Work as usual. Knocked off at 130. Was planning to go to Sis's house cuz she reached Sg yesterday, but didn't. :( Nothing much happened today. Bro and Da Sao came over for dinner and Bro helped me check the location of ELEOS. :/ Tomorrow attachment liao... Hmmm... A little "excited" but I'm afraid it's gonna be very very boring... :( That time went to AIA to work, it was pretty boring loh... But good thing is the pay there was good. This time... Haiz... a pathetic $420/mth.
Anyway, I'm a little "excited" cuz the place is at Tanjong Pagar, near the shophouse there with the bridal shops... :) I mentioned that place in my blog before I think... There are lots of memories there... Sis wedding, Bro's wedding... Ah... :) I like tt place. Got to wake up real early tomorrow! Gonna walk along the bridal shops... So nice... See all the gowns... :)
Hopefully, work tomorrow will be Ok. *cross fingers*
Oh ya, I checked eleos website... They just moved into that place in Sep, so hopefully, the office is nice. Lolx! Ok... Their job is to help companies in E-business I think... Hmm... business related... I'm interested! :) Ok, lets all pray for me ya? Wish me luck for tomorrow!!!! :)

Monday, October 18, 2004

Yeah! The exams are oveR! :) Didnt do well for Commiss... wrote lots of redundant stuff but... NVM! Its over :)
Didnt have the mood to blog for the past week... But things had been great! :) Bro came over to stay for a few days cuz Da Sao went to India... We watched Shi Zi Lu Kou together... Just reminds me of the times... And ya... Some days he would be downstairs watching his soccer and playing his lappy... Haha... We shared some cold jokes too! Haha... Nice nice...
Hmmm... Dar got sore throat :( He said it was serious :( Going to visit him tml. YA, going to make porridge for my poor darling.. *hugs* Cant wait to see him, miss him lots... :P
Made cheesecake today... Cuz Da Sao saw the recipe on Straits Times last night and told me to try it out. Since today is the last day of the exams... Im freed! So... Time to relax! Hmm... Didnt turn out tt good... Doesnt look appetizing... Doesnt taste tt gd either... :/ Tasted abit like yogurt... cuz there was too much lemon i think so it made the cheese cake sour... Anyway, I got to refrigerate it and make a strawberry topping so lets see how it turns out tml... I guess the topping will make the cheesecake taste better... *keeps fingers crossed*
Wanted to make pizza for dar tml one, but he sore throat... :( So I will TRY to make some delicious porridge for him... Hee... :)

Monday, October 11, 2004

Worked till 3.30 today... Wah... Damn tired loh... Zzzz... Bro was there when i reached home. Sis was watching Summer Scent haha... Bro and da sao got me a t-shirt... Haha... Sis and I got the same ones... haha Mine is pink and her's yellow! :P Anyway... We had Steamboat today! Yum yum... Got a cake as well! Cuz it was Dad's birthday! So we celebrated birthday for the October babies... :P So nice... Everyone around! :) Oh... mango cake... *drools*

The october babies!!! Hee... Ma Mi finally smile in front of a cam! Woot!

Yum!!

Monday, October 04, 2004

Haiz... Feeling so... emotional today... I don't know what's happening... Argh... Keep thinking bout the past.
Haiz... I really miss the old times... *sniff* Woke up today hoping that my parents haven go out. And yup.. they haven... They were talking to my neighbour. After that, they went to nap so I came online... Bro sms me today from Aust, ask me to ask Dad to transfer the funds into his acct. Went to BP to withdraw the money and then, to CCK OCBC bank to deposit the funds. Ate lunch, went to Bro house to collect Da Sao's Kua... Went to Tanjong Pagar to return it.
Along the way, my feelings really complicated. Felt happy at times, then felt sad again... I really miss my siblings... *sobz* And ya... I cried a few times today... I don't know why... I keep thinking of the times when Bro and Sis where around... Went to Tanjong Pagar, remembered the time when I went with Sis for her wedding indoor shooting... The time when I ran to Ya Kun to get the couple some toast for lunch... Ah... That was 7 months back... *sniff* Eh! No... more than 7 months back... Anyway...
Thought about our old house at Jurong when I used to shout for MAMA for every little thing... How my Mum used to carry me off my bed to the toilet early in the morning cuz I couldn't wake up for school. I slept on my Mum's shoulder today on the way back home today. Feels so great... It's been a long time since we have been so close...
Tears rolled when my Mum said to my Dad "Xian zai, wo men san ge xiang yi wei ming." SigHz...
Really din feel like going for Tv today, I really wanted to spend my time with them. The thought of leaving both of them at home alone makes me sad loh. But I know I have to attend the rehearsals...
Didn't stay at Bro's house today cuz they already sleep le when i'm back. Mum wanted to wait for me to come back, spa then go one but I guess she was too tired... *sob*
Im really weak today... esp now... always feel so helpless, lonely and weak at this point of the day... When did I become like this? It's been 7 months since Sis move away... why am I so useless...
Reading back... Felt so childish... So spoilt... Cry for what... But... I just can't help it... I guess it's also hard for you guys to imagine what's so depressing right... SighZ... I rather you guys not experience it...

Sunday, October 03, 2004

Sigh... Everything's over... So sad... It has been a busy week... So many things happened in school but I was absent most of the time... So many problems... I do feel bad not going for any group meetings but honestly, I'm glad i did not go... I don't undestand why things will become the way it is now... *puzzled* I don't think I can say anything cuz im not there to judge what's right and what's wrong... And ya, I'm still living in yesterday...
Brother's wedding have not been only busy for the newly wed but for the whole family. So many errands to run, so many things to do... Time is limited. Bro did too many things at the last minute... :( In the end, I got to help him, run about printing and packing stuff... Sis didn't come over to stay on Friday night :( Neither did Dar :(
Anyway, yesterday was pretty fun except for a few irritating moments... Woke up early to get ready... Keith and Nigel came over! So fun to play with them! Wanted so much to go to fetch the bride with Bro and Sis... But, I'm the TIGER remember? Argh... But nvm, I got to play with Keith and Nigel :P When the bride came, I went hiding upstairs with Mok and a few relatives... Lolx... But only for a while, so its ok... :)
When down, "jing cha" got ang bao :P and took photos! Dar took with the whole family too... :P Haha... Had a vegetarian buffet lunch with everyone... :) Was told to go plaza with DAr to get some drinks... HAha... By the time we came back, the couple was setting off to their new house. We then tagged along... Haha... Wanted to see the bachelor's night pics... But didn't :( Was told tt his friends got Bro dead drunk. HAha... Bro went home and slept beside the toilet bowl.. Lolx!
Anyway, after they went over to the bride's house, we went home to get ready before going to the hotel. Dar got a lift from Uncle back home :)
Anyway, I could'nt find my sandals before going to the hotel so I just took one of Sis's old sandals and the sole came off loh! I was forced to go to Orchard OG to get a new pair IN MY GOWN!!! Omg... IT was damn embarassing loh... :(
Reached Holiday Inn, got to the second floor, met my parents and we went to the bridal suite. Not really fantastic, cuz it was pretty small as compared to Sis's one... Her's damn huge loh... Then went back down to fetch Darling... Was forced to be the receptionist, leaving poor Dar alone, luckily Mok was there to chat with him... Haha... After that, I pulled Sis to take over me. HAha... :P
The mood in the ballroom was great, the design was great (love the chandeliers)! :) Bro and Da sao was so nervous during the walk in... HAha... The kids were waving to them as they walk in... so cute :) The serving of the dishes was pretty.... Hmmm... how to say... Grand? HAha... So funny seh, the waitress still go up on the stage strike pose with the plates. Lolx! But pretty nice lah... :D Saw their childhood photos... I was inside! HAha... Forced Bro to put one of the pics with me and him together (Seldom took photos with him:( )!
Saw their day time photos as well. So funny seh. They got Bro to do a Pole dance and what's that called? Limbo rock? LOlx... They also asked Bro a few questions regarding their anniversary dates and stuff... Haha... After that then can see the bride. :P
The couple was very busy as usual lah... They didn't eat much... Dinner ended pretty fast loh... Heard it ended in record time... Before 11 I think... So sad, if only there was more time for mingling... :(
Stayed at the hotel yesterday despite my objections. Dad and Mum wanted to stay loh then Bro ask me don't put him in a difficult spot. So whatever loh... Their friends stayed for a while to have a little party... They were shouting and screaming and drinking in the other room loh. They were asking for a Pole dance from my bro... haha Many of them got drunk including the couple. Poor Da sao slept beside the toilet bowl last night. She suffered from a hang-over this morning... And they got to rush for a flight tonight loh... Wonder how they going to survive the ride.
Hope they enjoy their honeymoon in Australia... They are on the plane now le... Wooo... *Envies*
Better bring back more prezzies for me. :P
Met Dar just now cuz I didn't want to be alone at home. Met him at redhill for a game of badminton with his MAc gang... Not bad lah but stayed for a while cuz I went to dinner with Sis, uncle, auntie and my parents. Chow Sis don't want to come upstairs, go home straight after dinner, so now im left with my parents. Luckily tomorrow Mum took off. So three of us will be at home. The house will not be empty! :) Mum ask if I want to stay over at Bro's place tml! Yeah! I want... But got to go school for rehearsal... :( Nvm... Will go to Bro house after that... :)
Honestly, I'm feeling rather lost. Hit back to reality just like that. Nothing to look forward to loh... Haiz... HAve actually been looking forward to Bro's wedding for about 7 months and it's over in just a breeze... Haiz... It's Mum's birthday today! I think I would look forward to a birthday celebration? Haha... And probably one or two nieces or nephews... Heh Heh!! :D

Haiz... Got to go back school... exams... ITP... Argh... But I think the worst part is facing the cold wars within the group... Haiz...

Hate the way things are right now... Let me go back to the past, when everything is so wonderful...