Tuesday, May 18, 2004

Kind of moody today... Not sure why... Mayb cuz I'm tired? Can't explain the feeling inside me now, not exactly very happy... tts all I can say. I'm dreading work.. esp at Sakae... Arghh...This week is packed... Got stuff to do for the whole week. Going to be tired... Went shopping with Ju today... Bought one top and a pair of shoes... Pretty satisfied with the buys. At least managed to get some discounts. Feels gd to hang out the whole day. Just rest, walk, eat, buy, chat...relax... Ahh... I wanna be a tai tai... :P Anyway, I'm feeling more and more depressed. Everytime I see a skinny girl on the streets, I feel like killing myself. I just want to slice off all the fats on my body. My "best buddy" called fats has been "hanging" around for some time... Really need to get rid of them... Any short cuts to slimming? *vexed* Help! I want to start dieting tml! I hope I can succeed. Stop laughing... I know I have been saying this for the past years... But I'm really want to get rid of them :( I should really suppress my appetite... Hmmm... Going to eat cha soba for breakfast cum lunch tml... Hope after work, I wouldn't feel hungry... (which is quite impossible) I will try not to eat... Or probably just snack on some fruits or something... Argh!!! Hate dieting... Wish me luck guys... *depressed*