Finished a day of work at Tumble Tots which was great cuz I see some money coming my way... Wasn't so moody today after I met him... I know last few days was terrible... I keep having these mood swings even though it's NOT the time of the month yet! I think I know what's wrong now... I'm dreading work... Work makes me sick... But I can't don't work... It's all because of money, it's really the root of all evil. Made my life so terrible. However, there's something more than just work that made me moody... Shd I say social life? Not exactly... I still got my friends... There's this emptiness inside... I don't know how to explain... Sometimes, I wonder why I live for... Being a human is so difficult... Why... You can be over the moon at one moment and be really depressed the next second. Haiz... I wished I could shop everyday... Shopping can really cheer one up... But... Haiz... Sort of quarrelled with him... Maybe I shdn't blog anymore... Arghhhhhhh